shity shit shit

2009-08-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

GIRLS CAN BE SO MEAN

hey guys! i know i didnt blog here like lama gila! haha that is why im blogging here today :) when i was like sitting on my bed and then suddenly something makes me think that if i am dead, will there be anyone who would cry ? HAHA tk psl psl plak kan. hahah well what im trying to say here is that will there be anyone that will ever feel sad because im gone? because if there will be, then that shows that they love me rite? will they remember me when im gone? what if they dont even remember about me? what if they dont even care? what if their life are better when im gone? what if the will be no more pain when im gone?

i think too much
*sigh*

2009-07-27T05:58:00.000-07:00

LONG TIME NO SEE

HEY LONG TIME NO SEE. IF YOU GUYS WERE WONDERING WHERE THE HELL DID I GO? WELL IM WITH MY NEW BLOG NOW. IM SORRY. YOU'RE JUST .. NOT THAT ATTRACTIVE ANYMORE. HAHAHAH. HERE IS MY LINK
http://immapunk.blogspot.com

CHECK ME OUT THERE. weeeewiiit :3

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

2009-07-15T11:14:00.001-07:00

I love your eyes.
Everytime I look into them,
I am lost.
I fall deeper and deeper into the spell they cast upon me.
I can't help but look.

I love you smile.
Everytime you smile at me,
I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me.
It warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire.
I can't help but smile back.

I love your kisses.
Everytime your lips touch mine,
I feel an endless stream of passion.
It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do no mind taking.
I can't help but kiss you.

I love your touch.
Everytime your skin touches mine,
I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt.
It is the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul.
I can't help but touch you.

I love everything about you

2009-07-10T02:00:00.000-07:00

WHAT IS LOVE?

What's love?
When does it happen?
Where does it go?
How does it grow?
Who owns it?
Why do you speak of it?
Is it fiction or non-ficiton?
Does it come from the heart or the mind?
Love is true, love is bold...
Love is something hard to hold.
Love is soft and nice;
but can also melt like ice.
Love goes from heart to heart.
Love is owned by everyone.
Love is spoken by every poet,
every important person,
and every other person too.
Love is fiction,
and at the same time non-fiction.
Love comes from the mind,
and it also comes from the heart.
All young ones love,
as old ones do.
Love is hard to get to;
but sometimes it may be hard to get through..

2009-07-06T01:37:00.000-07:00

LOVE SO SWEET

You woke me from my sleep
and drenched my heart with a love so deep.
When I look into your eyes
I see my reflection,
my feelings for you I do not despise.
You treat me like the princess I should be
by pouring your sweet and sensual love all over me.
When I see you biting your lip and anxiously trying to kiss me,
I debate in my mind whether or not I should let you taste me.
You stand there all quiet with your sexy body,
and I think in my mind, "Oh, my gosh, what a hottie."
When I hear you speak, all your beautiful voice does
is make me weak.
I love you for this and
I love you for that,
but you love me for everything and that.

2009-07-04T23:16:00.000-07:00

i love you

I love you

I'm going to wait and see,
If you'll end up loving me.
But after a while,
You gave me your sweet smile.

Soon you became my crush
And I love you very much.
I think about you everyday,
More than I can say.

You started to talk to me
Which made me quite happy.
But there's something I don't understand...
How did we end up holding hands?

When you said "I love you",
I didn't know what to do.
Without even realizing,
We're already dating!

I love you,
I really do

2009-07-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

i need you

why do i have to be the one that suffer? it hurts when i see you, smiling feeling so alive while im here feeling so stupid for wanting you and hoping that you would love me. why must i fall again after i have already fell once? i know it's not your fault that you dont love me. is it my fault for loving you so much that it hurt? i should stop loving a guy. i should just forget about you eventhough you dont even deserve that. i am so sorry. i have been feeling so alone since the last day i was in love. now when i found love again, you treat me this way. you might not know but all i can say is i dont want to hurt myself again.

2009-07-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

where are you now?
when i need you the most
why dont you take my hand?
i wanna be close
help me when im down
lift me up off the ground
teach me right from wrong
help me to stay strong
take my hand and walk with me
i need you to set me free
where are you now?
when nothing is going right
where are you now?
i cant see the light

2009-06-30T07:08:00.001-07:00

EMPTY IS WHAT YOU ARE

i hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
i hate the way you drive my car
i hate it when you stare
i hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it make me sick?
it even makes me rhyme?
i hate the way you are always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate it when you are not around
and the fact that you didnt call
but mostly i hate the way i dont hate you
not even close
not even a lil bit not even at all.

2009-06-29T06:53:00.001-07:00

ART

Hello. i am here today to talk to you about my art class. well here is the funny part. i asked my art teacher about it and she asked me to ask our class teacher and our class teacher asked me to ask the 'penyelaras' teacher and she asked me to ask PK Hem. and i asked her and she said ask your art teacher about it. and i was like =__=". but lastly we cant decide it yet. uhm we need more students for 1 art class. YEAH. so that is my art story for today. :)

LEAVE ME ALONE

YES SCHOOL IS A BAD ENVIRONMENT. ahahahh. WHY ? because it makes me sick and it makes me say bad things about other people and it makes me sin. and it makes me sick seeing everyone ada MULUT LEMBIK. telling everything to everyone. urh and to that person again i warned u! step aside from my world. its none of your freaking bussines to take care of me basshole. sorry for the bad word but LIKE I GIVE A FUCK. you cant simply said that you are going to kick me from school. who the hell you think you are? yeah wtv. you used to make me sick, but know you make me sick even more. GAHH. do you want me to kill you and then you will leave me alone? shit man. why are even here or exist ? shit

NOT STRONG ENOUGH

Today im not feeling so good. because i was mad. very mad and sad. very sad. i couldnt be happy today. i tried to. but i cant. everything just seem too dull to me. i have not much time. i can feel like i dont really think that i can live anymore. its not like i wanna die or anything. it is just i want everything to stop and start again. or turn over a new leaf. can i just do that? but who am i to say that right? im living in a world where everyone does their own thing and keep on going no matter how hard they have to try. i cant imagine how can a person keep on going with this harsh life. this life is too harsh too cruel too sick. i cant understand life. i cant. i just cant. is it too much to ask? start over. is that too much? why does this keep happening to me? is it some sort of a game? do we have to play it right and then we will know how to handle it? is that life? is that the way we have to live? life is a game? am i judgemental? am i over reacted? am i? i may be 16, but i dont want my life to be like some other teenagers who ending up being a whore. or a slut. it is just not the way i want it. i know i can do it better. but i dont want anybody to push me. stop pushing me. stop interfering with my life. stop judging me. stop giving me hard time. just stop. will you? stop? can you do that? how hard is it to stop? if u say like it is as hard as you want to stop from being a cigar addict. is that real? is it really hard? but why? i keep on living in this life where i could never understand it myself. what do you think of me? after you read this and all? who is the real me? remind me of a person i cannot be. how stupid am i? trying to be someone perfect when you know you cant be perfect? what a shame. today was just another day where i did almost the same mistake i've been doing. but i must say im not even sorry for what had happened today. you were the one who made it so hard. why did you have to chose the hard way while you have the easiest way to deal with it? you put all of it on me and will have me kicked out of school. you are so judgmental and you are so pathetic. sorry, this is not your corner. im not writing about you anymore. you might make me go to the hospital for having puking non stop. anyway, the real me is still remain unknown. ceh. HAHA. p/s; im sorry if i make u sick with this entry. LOL

2009-06-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

keep on wishing

Life is like a carousel, enjoy the ride and try not to puke. how are you guys feeling? im doing okay. today i woke up at 11 something, syada woke me up with her message. so yeah. then i had my breakfast and i went online talking to mimi thinking how are we suppose to go to the gig. because we had no ride! urh lame yeah i know. but at last we didnt go. i know, sad much. then i wanted to go to the beach but everybody was like soooo busy. it's frustrating really. so i stayed home all day long watching anime. OMG how nerd can i be? anime is for nerds. HAHA.school is okay for me KOT. idk. everything seems fine but i can feel like there are something wrong. and i cant seem to find it. i really want an amazing life. just like others. im sad and pathetic at the same time unlike you. tomorrow is a school day. wish i can skip school. no seriously. this time i felt like i dont want to go to school. haih. haih. i sigh too much. i want to have fun before the school start. going out tonight anyone? haih. ttyl :|

2009-06-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

come and go.

Lives come and go. michael jackson is now gone. wow. i love his songs and himself. cant believe he's gone. he just too young to die. but it's all in Allah s.w.t hand. that is how He wanted it. atleast he passed away as a muslim. so sedekah la al-fatihah for MJ. ;') haih. bye jacko.

that is life. who knows i might be gone esok lusa kan? hope belom lagi. eee. im scared. dosa banyak lagi. :\ haha. now im listening to MJ. hehe i'll update later. :)

CALL ME! boredom.

hey yo. im stuck here living in this bored life. omg. how lame can i be? i can feel like im elizabeth clary in feeling sorry for celia. i want to be celia. not libby! no friends. no life. no bf. suck in school. wow. dont you just love life. omg. i feel like i need a new layout for my blog. i got bored with this layout. blehh. i want to give out my num. here it is zero one four five two zero two zero zero nine. give me a call. HAHA. weird. just give me a call and i will consider if i want to talk to you or not. i read this blog. a girl. she is annoying. and her life is fun. HAHA. wtv. i need a life. omg. haih. i sigh-ing too much. HAHA. im listening to a weird song. if some peeps listen to it, they might think im crazy. hahah. like i care. omg i need some sleep. haha i need a boyfee. ASAP. be my boyfriend? please please please?! aahahaha bodoh. im bored. i want to watch transformers! urgh. im living in a world where no one can have fun. ttyt :)

2009-06-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

this is my body

HELLO. just got home. and you know what? my family loves to go out for dinner! it annoys me actually. HAHA. i dont even know why. i mean like we all go out like every night. grrr. can we just eat at home? yeah i know. weird. but i love going out. hahaha bodoh. i miss my friends. life is so uhm what's the word again? oh yeah. BORING. i started to eat again. OMG dont let me eat! i should stop eating. *cough* i have a lot of homework actually. but i dont think i want to do it. its suck. homeworks suck. school suck. im bored. its 11:38 pm and im sleepy! yeay! finally i can have my beautiful nightmare. hahah. oh yeah i wish he will call me again in the middle of the night. i miss talking to real human being. CEH. haha i cant wait for this upcoming 5 years. because i will be 21 and my parents dont really have to care about me anymore! yeay! blehh. my parents call me like every 30 minutes. making sure that im at the right place, with the right person and get back home at the right time. ARGH. it suck. i thought my parents can go easy on me because i have been a good girl lately. i mean like, i didnt go out for almost 2 month? yeah i know. no life. im lame. HAHA. so yeah. i miss khari amri. kheri ! get well soon. i miss you! take care yeah :). talk to you tmorow :D

2009-06-25T01:56:00.000-07:00

it's never gonna happen again

kenapa tajuk entri aku macam tu? HAHA wtv la. sooo sup? got no new story but school is effin fun. haha balk awal lagi!. ahh dont you just love life? hahhaha today;

first;school effin suckish + fun ahah

second;lepaking with mims tadi. hehe fun!

third;chating with eric aka zam. haah lama tak dgr cerita dia

fourth;going to pasar malam. i wish adam is there. ceh hahaha nak jumpa!

lastly;ESOK CUTI! haha

heeee ill update later k. ttyl! :)

2009-06-24T05:36:00.000-07:00

rocket in my mind

hello stalker. heeee. today is another boring day for me. haih everyday is a boring day. arrrhhh. today;

first;i have a new friend named Adam. HAHA i didnt meet him yet.

second;i was waiting for his call. uhm weird. well maybe i want to meet him ASAP.

third;school suck. macam biasa.

fourth;i slept everyday until 8 pm. arh i should stop sleeping in the evening

fifth;i stop eating at home. i think its cool.

sixth;its 8:45 pm and im bored. i got bored easily these days.

i must be emo. haha :)

2009-06-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

joe's apartment

hey? haha. im doing okay today. so sup? heheeheh today;

first;school was okay. sebab balik awal. wakaka

second;boredom strikes again today. slept until 7.45 pm.

third;went out to eat AGAIN. i ordered but i didnt eat. ahha

fourth;watched joe's apartment. a 1996 movie. very cool.

fifth;its 12.33 am and hw belum siap. =,="

sixth;got RM10 dari ayah, hahaah arigato

lastly;stuck between tidur dan hw. should i finish my hw now? ngantuk la. haha

goodbye my lovers :)

2009-06-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

feeling blue

hello. im sick. i cant talk. i cant walk. my tummy is killing me. i puked. i shitted? hahaha wtv. haih sengal la badan. today;

first;school suck. macam biasa. so so effin suck

second;i miss khairi amri. always hoping he will get better soon. jaga diri! :3

third;i got so bored i slept until 9:30 pm.

fourth;my body is killing me. i cant believe that aku rasa dokrok gila. haha

fifth;went out to eat. but i didnt eat. i puked instead of eating.

sixth;got home.feeling so so effin cold.

last; here i am. waiting for bedtime. cehhh. hahah

byebye jumpa esok :D

2009-06-21T07:59:00.000-07:00

dont cry out

it's so hard to wake up when it's weekdays. gahh. i wish i can have what i want instead of what they want. ya know? i mean like my parents want me to be like this. but i dont. they dont really understand. okay. lets stop talking about parents shall we? haha. i dont really know what to do now. that's why im on this thing.

what would you do if you saw this guy? you would run up to him and kiss him! :3

2009-06-21T00:35:00.000-07:00

i see red

HELLO WORLD. ceh.uhm harini boring. sies. peergi sekolah macam tk pergi sekolah. omg esok! ada math mod? no no it's mad moth. hahahaha get it? mad moth? HAHA from now on im gonna call math mod, MAD MOTH. yeah. why? because i hate it. so so much. haih kesian cg yang mengajar tu kan? hahaah sakit perut gila hari ni. tk tau kenapa. arghh. maybe aku tak mkn almost 2 days tu kot. i ate nothing. grrr. sakit gila bai. haih. oh yeah our SEM name is NEON! ahahha how lame is it? but yeah wtv. the boys seems okay with it. hheeh. but kitorang nak SUPERHUMAN! mana best ? uhm but wtv. da daftar da pon. hehek. so yeah. i guess i'll talk to you later :)

37.SUNSET KISSES
38.BARBEQUES
39.ROAD TRIPS
40.SLEEP IN THE DAY
41.NEW BIKINIS
42.FIRST CRUSH
43.FAKE MUSIC VIDEOS
44.ICE COLD COLA
45.ALWAYS BARE FOOT
46.SOFT SERVE ICE CREAM
47.SLUMBER PARTIES

THATS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW! I'LL UPDATE MORE :3

2009-06-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

weekends are for lovers

does it offend you, yeah? haha ouh my parents are watching jangan lupa lirik with their friends. uhm isnt it weird? how come they enjoy watching that kind of show. with their friends? rightt... werid much. haha i cant stop blogging. i felt like i need to write something. HAHA. wtv. i wanted to paint my nail neon. but i cant. sob sob T_T. heeeee. ttyl guys :)

19.ROCK POOL EXPLORING

20.BAGGY TSHIRTS

21.OVERSIZED SUNGLASSES

22.LONG HIPPY DRESSES

23.FREEDOM

24.PACKING FOR NEW YORK

25.CAMPING WITH BOYS

26.DRINKING COLD SODA AT NIGHT

27.WRITING LOVE NOTES

28.MAKING UP SONGS

29.WATCHING CARTOONS IN THE MORNING

30.FRIENSHIPS BRACELETS

31.BUBBLEGUM ICECREAM

32.CATCHING FIREFLIES

33.CARPOOLING TO THE BEACH

34.SNACK SHACKS AND CHEESY FRIES

35.DENIM CUT OFFS

36.SHOPPING ALL DAY

thats all for now :3 there might be more *wink wink

2009-06-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

all grown up(i can do wtv i want)

1.STAYING UP LATE

2.PLAYING DRESS UP

3.EXPENSIVES SHOES

4.RED LIPSTICK

5.BECOME A STAR

6.KISSING BOYS

7.BUYING A MANSION

8.LATE NIGHT SKINNY DIPPING

9.EXCUSES EXCUSES

10.BFFS

11.ACTING WILD

12.GETTING WHAT YOU WANT

13.RAGING PARTIES

14.SUGAR HIGHS

15.FALLING IN LOVE

16.MAKING A MESS

17.JUNK FOOD

18.BREAKING RULES

URGHH TOO MANY! I'LL UPDATE LATER :3

2009-06-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

normal

i wish i had a normal life. where i dont have to face this kind of sick stuff like arguing with your parents, being grounded and stuff ya know. i mean i want a perfect life. where nothing can go wrong. my life cant never be perfect. but i wish i had one. and how i wish i was born in the 70's. they all look so cool. haha i ate. FINALLY. haha after almost 2 days i didnt eat. i ate. wow. my mom felt guilty. thank god. but still im not talking to my parents. i still felt like i hate them. but not like hate hate ya know? well they are annoying. hahah but yeah wtv. its a good thing my aunt is here today. so that she can talk to my mom and i can talk to her. she is fine. she always listen to what i have to say. but yeah still my parents are annoying than ever this time. its like living in hell. well,maybe not exactly lika a hell. i dont want to apologize because it's not my fault. well atleast my mom didnt think its my fault. i want to sell my clothes. fa can help me with that. so yeah. i do need some money rite now. i guess that's it? yeah wtv. :|

2009-06-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

im insane

i stayed in my room all day long. i ate nothing today.

2009-06-18T08:43:00.000-07:00

MATI MATI MATI

AKU NAK BUNUH DIRI. PESANAN AKU BUAT ADIK ADIK. JANGAN JADI MACAM KAKAK KAU YANG SUKA MENJAWAB NGAN MAK BAPAK. APA AKU BUAT SEMUA SALAH. AKU TAKNAK PERGI TUSYEN SALAH KE? KAN AKU DA CAKAP TAHUN DEPAN LA AKU MASUK KELAS APA SEMUA NI. EI BOLEH TAK TOLONG DENGAR SEKALI AKU NAK CAKAP APA. TAK SALAH KALAU AKU NAK CAKAP SIKIT KAN? AKU CAKAP SIKIT CAKAP AKU MENJAWAB SEMUA. AKU TAKDE DALAM HIDUP BARU SENANG KAN HIDUP? TAKDE ORANG NAK MENJAWAB SEMUA. IKUT JE CAKAP. DAFTAR NAMA TAK KASITAU. MANA HAK AKU? MAAF BAHASA AKU KASAR. AKU TAK PERNAH RASA MACAM NI. BIAR SEMUA ORANG TAU AKU SAKIT HATI GILA. AKU TAK HERAN. TAK KASI AKU KELUAR. NAK AKU 10A. NAK SURUH AKU BELAJAR SAMPAI MATI. NAK AKU JADI YANG PALING BAGUS. MAAFLAH AKU BUKAN MACAM YANG KAU NAK. SALAH LAHIRKAN ANAK KOT. AKU NI ANAK ANGKAT KOT. KETURUNAN 'FAMILY' AKU MANA ADA BODOH,SUKA MENJAWAB. SEMUA BIJAK BIJAK. TAK MACAM AKU PEMALAS. BODOH. SURUH TUSYEN TAKNAK. AMIK LA FATIN JADI ANAK TUH. SUKA SANGAT DENGAN DIA. AMIKLA BUAT ANAK. AKU DUDUK MEREMPAT KORANG TAK HERAN PON KAN? AKU MATI PUN KORANG TAK KISAH KAN? TAKDE YANG NAK MENJAWAB. TAKDE YANG NK KURANG AJAR. PEGI BELAJAR JE KERJA. SAMPAI KETUA TAK HABIS BELAJAR. AKU NI SUKA KELUAR MALAM. BALIK TAK RETI PUKUL BERAPA. NAK ENJOY JE KEJE. AKU BUKAN ANAK KAU KOT. SIAPA TAHU MAK BAPAK BETUL AKU. TOLONG KASITAU. AKU TAK SANGGUP DA. MATI LAGI BAIK KAN?

2009-06-18T00:14:00.000-07:00

FUCK OFF ASSHOLE

O.O i cant believe what just happened today at school. it's horrible, it's madness, it's stupid, it's annoying, it's suck, it's the worse ever, it's sick, it's disgusting. here's the story.. esshh im not feeling like telling this. sorry guys. im not telling you this. i might get "caught". blehh this is truly super annoying. omg. to those who wrote bad stuff about me and my friends on your fucking stupid blog, please fuck off. you might wanna delete your blog before i found out who you are. you are the sickest and the most super annoying person i've ever heard off. showing off tits on your blog and saying that's our tits? wadahell? dont think im stupid fucking asshole. you are just jealous because our tits are better than yours. huh. come on. you can do better than that. it's sick. you might die in a painful death. get a life dickhead. i can say whatever i want. this is my fucking blog. read it and shut it. dont ever judge it. you disgust me big time slut. who ever you are, just stop pretending. jealous much? and to mr. @#$#@%$%!@& its none of your bussiness to control my or my friends life. i know you are just trying to be nice and everything. but please. MYOB. mine your fucking own bussiness. im sorry for my bad language but it disgust me. and very very annoying. if you read this, please shut the hell up. okay? again, MYOB. fuck you very very much

2009-06-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

suck my sock

YAW. just got back from fa's. very very very tired. haih homework belom siap. hayooo =,="

im back on dieting again! hahaha yeap yeap this time serious. kahkah. well wish me luck guys. i might ending up wearing xxxsssss. wakakaka joke joke. oh yeah. SEM.haha invention thingy. i dont even know what to chose for SEM FESTIVAL aka PESTA SEM. grrr. oh yeah what the fuck is SEM? SEM is schoolwide enrichment model. thank you :) WAKAKAK. i did a face facial today. ahh lega ku rasa bersih muka. :DD tomorrow last day for this week. and then weekEND. ahh heaven. ceh. haahah oh yeah uhm for my spm paper i took 10 papers. not 9 because i took extra subject and that is ART! wakakkakakakakak. i super suck in arts. so yeah. hahah but it can help me to get into universities and stuff. so yeah. im taking TESL in university. ceh ahahahah thats just my future planning :) this is my future planning:

2009 ; study/no more failing in exams

2010;study/more study/and more study/SPM yaww :|

2011;pass with flying colours. cewahhh. and masuk UITM and major in TESL.

so thats pretty much it. hahaha hope i can achieve my fucking dreams :)

2009-06-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

tonight is goodbye

OKAY. uhm its almost 11 pm. haha and i really really dont want to go to school. omg. haih math mod? addmath? so not me. haahah oh yeah i dont even know the schedule for tomorrow. :3

i just got home from makan. and i jumpa this guy. AGAIN. haih i mean like he smiled at me and i smiled at him back. and uhm sometimes he stared at me. but its soooo weird because i dont even know him. he should talk to me ya know. i mean like wth? staring like that doesnt mean you can get me? rite? hagahahahahhaha perasan lebey. bodoh jeh. biarkanla.ahhhh mana semua org tak reply my msg! ish apa jadual esok eh? hahahaha omg ada hw. but aku tak tau la. sebab i was somewhere else at that day kot. ahahah not in school la maknanya. oh yeah my mom is glad because i didnt fail any of the pure sc subjects. hahahah takat lulus jeh. ahahha ohyeah. something happened today! omg ahah we got our physics paper today, they were under fa's table. then kami ambik ambik semua, guess what? somebody wrote bad stuffs on our fucking paper. i mean like wtf? diorang tulis "bodoh nya","teruk gila", "markah taraf terendah!". EEEE fuck em. EEEW they disgusted me. ahahaha still waiting for the msg. haih haih

byebye :P

2009-06-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

pink pank punk

YAW :3 hahaah okay guys. i got my exams result. HAHAHAHA you dont wanna know. i can feel that im super stupid. but yeah i hope i can do it better in the future tho. i dont wanna suffer for the rest of my life :) but i dont really know where to start tho. uhm can ya help me? haahha i have a new crush. *wink wink. but im not tellin ya. hahaha keep it as a secret la. taknak heboh heboh okeh? ^^ okay. oh ya i miss everybody! ceh. ahahahah. ohmaagaaawwwd. i hate math mod. tak tahu kenapa. eeeee esok ada math mod and addmath :| can it be more worse? *sigh

1A2C2D2E2G

2009-06-15T00:21:00.000-07:00

u make me sick

hey guys :| i miss him again. GOD! i just cant get over him. this is how i feel about him.

I hate the way that you play with my emotions
How you got me open
Still I give all my devotion
Making me feel I’m just some little token
Boy do you have me smoking
Cause I’ve never felt a high like this before
I try to hold it in
Focus in
Cope with it
I always feel I’m suffering
I’m loving him
But I’m stuck with him
And I’m… drowning in my own rage
Can we just get back on the same page
Please don’t take this personal but you make me sick but…
You make me sick, you make me sick, you make me sick
Make me feel like pulling my hair out and throwing a fit
But there’s something you need to know
Baby I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
It’s killing me to say, boy
Baby I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
But you make me sick
I try to ignore you
Don’t want to do nothing for you
But then I really adore you
Can’t be done
When I’m feening and weaning
There you go intervening
Baby you got my screaming
At the top of my lungs
I try to hold it in
Focus in
Cope with it
I always feel I’m suffering
I’m loving him
But I’m stuck with him
Drowning in my own rage
Can we just get back on the same page
Please don’t take this personal but you make me sick but…
You make me sick, you make me sick, you make me sick
Make me feel like pulling my hair out and throwing a fit
But there’s something you need to know
Baby I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
It’s killing me to say, boy
Baby I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
But you make me sick
Wish I could kick it like a cigarette
Drop you like a bad habit
Boy you got me tangled up in your net
And your loves got me so upset
I’m trapped in your funhouse
Boy you got me burning out
And I can’t find no escape
I’m poisoned by your love
My poor heart can’t get enough
You make me sick
Please don’t take this personal but you make me sick
You make me sick, you make me sick, you make me sick
Make me feel like pulling my hair out and throwing a fit
But there’s something you need to know
Baby I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
It’s killing me to say, boy
Baby I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
But you make me sick, make me sick

2009-06-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

the world outside

HEY :) im home. after three days at my grandparents. hhehe and i DID some shopping and uhm well i didnt get what i wanted BUT i get something else that keeps me happy. ahahah well i got TWO mng bags! aahahahahah and i did get a cardigan but a black boyfriend cardigan so i guess thats fine. and some shirts. aghhaah i wanted a grey skinny jean but i didnt find it and i didnt buy any jeans so yeah. oh yeah the nikon thingy, my bro wanted a laptop, so my dad saidn its not fair if he gave a nikon to me but not a laptop for my bro because they cost about the same. ahahahah and my dad said end of this year i may get nikon thingy. ahhahaha so yeah. bear with it. i have to wait a few months. hohohohoh. okay guys ttyl :)

2009-06-11T05:34:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING LIST :)
okay guys. i need to do some shopping. and here are some of the stuff that i want ;

ohhh yeahh finally!

2009-06-11T01:38:00.000-07:00

PMS! haha

hey guys :) im back. haha okay well see that guy above? that is mark. a friend of mine from australia.yeah, he's a skater. haah yesterday he was mad at me. takut gila bai die marah aku. ahahahhaahtoday aku tak buat apa apa. hanging around the house. and uhm today is a bad day. parents takde kat rumah, kat luar ada construction jalan cm sial. bising gila pukii. tak boleh tidur. tadi aku nak mandiair takde. haihhhh i have to wait until 2 baru aku boleh mandi. panas bai. hahaah and uhm maybe tonight i will fly to kl. yeah. hahah byebye ttyl :)

2009-06-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

GIMME GIMME!

AHHHHHHHHH!. i want that shit. fuck man. im going to win this thing and i want to ask for it! yeah babe. grrrrr. nak nak nak. and i know i can have it. hahahahahahaha perasan jeh. but guys this shit is something man! grrr oh yeah, tadi aku chat ngn sorang mamat nie. comel la die. hahahaha kami webcam. but he's too old for me. cehhhh hahaha but seriously man. he's cute. comel la for a 26 years old guy. HAHAHAHAH he is fucking 26. 10 tahun beza ok. ahahah but he's cute. awww i kept on thinking about him. hah? hurin is in love. hahahaha ceh mana ada wei. haha memandai jeh. but yeah he is sweet. ahahahahahahahahahah tak habis habis. his name ***** ***** (AHAHAHAH). 26. damansara. art director. thats all u need to know. hahahaha

my dad balik. grrr im a prisoner in my own house. hahah k guys ttyl! :))

2009-06-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

MEOW!

hey hey hey! its great to be here again! ceh ahah entah apa apa. today i woke up so early! itu pun sebab debate, ahhahahaha sial. i couldnt be happier. hehe i dont know why im so happy today. weird. yeah i know. haha so whats up guys? uhm i miss school. haha are you kidding me?! hahaha im going back to kl this thursday kot. heee cant wait. meow meow :) i'll update later kay! bye :)

2009-06-07T01:56:00.000-07:00

confused ?

hey. mood aku beberapa hari ni, kurang okay. aku tak tau kenapa. aku selalu je sakit kepala. seyal la. macam macam aku kena fikir ah. haih. banyak masalah timbul. taknk la aku cerita. its a personal thing. kot. haha uhm i just need someone to talk to. but i dont know who. aku tak selalu macam ni. haha yelah yelah. goshhh hurin. just shut up will you! ahhh.

it have been a long time since i write this blog. haih. guys sorry my blog is getting boring oh :|

2009-06-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

GROUNDED

wanna hear some news? GUESS WHAT? IM GROUNDED! yeayyy. blehhh =,=' im grounded until im 18? thnks dad, i really need it for my social life. you are the BEST. thank you. :|

lets not talk about that anymore shall we? okay uhm. its makes me feel a lil bit annoyed. hahaha its an annoyance. yeah whatever. yesterday i watched picture this. ashley tisdale was in it so yeah, i thought i give it a try. and it turns out to be a nice movie. i kinda like it so yeah. go watch em on youtube gaygard :) and im so lazy rite now. cant anyone just leave me alone? ah

2009-06-02T10:13:00.000-07:00

AKIM YAWW :)

okayy guys. this is akim :) kenalan gila gila aku di ms! hahah die best ! and die ada mcm mcm mnde dlm kepala otak die. ahaha so tak boring kalau dengan dia ! sayang akim okay? :D friends foreverr ! semoga kita bertemu suatu hari nnti ;P yeahhhhh bye bye guys :)

2009-06-02T00:10:00.000-07:00

STOP ME!

AHAHHAHA i love that picture. sooo funny :) okay hey guys. uhm did i bloged yesterday? tak ingat. hahaha uhm oh yeah yesterday i slept at 6 am. haahahahhaha then 12 pm bangun/ waah what a wonderful life aite? hahahah today im going to the beach! ahhaha yeay. so yeah thats it i guess!byebye :)

2009-06-01T01:07:00.000-07:00

WHEN IT HURTS

okayy aku emo. fine. haha well bukan emo as in uhm emo gila. just emo perasaan okay. today i woke up at uhm uhm 2:30 pm. bhahahahaha bangun bangun jeh makan tengahari terus, ahah ape punya anak dara laaa haih. today my uncle datang. well lama tak jumpa so yeah agak rindu. hehe and uhm still bored. school is not opening until 2 more weeks. hahahah so yeah boring la takde skolah. ahahah uhm oh yeah the picture above has nothing to do with me or my feeling. thank you. ahhaha

2009-05-31T12:50:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU

heyy guys. i skipped from blogging yesterday. i dont even know why. maybe because im not feeling that good yesterday. yeah wtv. and uhm yesterday nothing happened really. oh yeah my friend form australia freaked me out last night. he told me that he's in KL. wtf ? hhaha and he wanted to visit me in terengganu. so yeah. ahhaha he lied. he freakin asshole. hahaha he was just playing around. and uhm mile a friend of mine from macedonia. yeah. i have a lot of friends out from malaysia. hahaha oh yeah mile is getting along with me better than we used to. and uhm i think i like him. ahahah instead of mark. asshole mark. fuck. hahahah sorry honey*
oh yeah uhm i miss my friends and him *ehem ehem. i dont even know why am i missing him. its very unusual. i dont use to miss somebody just like that. aww god. help me. i dont know if im feeling right. grrr i can feel that maybe just maybe he is my only one. but he is a freakin asshole. just like mark. again mark sorry. hahaha i really want to forget about him. i acted like nothing is going on but i cant, i cant help this feeling. maybe i need someone who can help me forgetting him. but yeah i know its not easy finding the right person. its soooo lame when i have to be like this. i just wanted him to know how i feel about him. and i really hope that he can understands it. i cant believe im talking about him again. aww god. i just want him out of my fucking mind. just get him out. arghh and guys im sorry if im feeling so emo. i just cant help it. im feeling so stupid. urh i guess thats it? yeah wtv bye guys :|

2009-05-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

HOLISHITDAYS

okay okay. first off HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS! and uhm second off, im gonna be fucking bored this fucking holiday, haha fuck fuck fuck. i am so feeling very in love? haha but i dont even know with whom i'm in love with. well i really need to know that, uhm today i did pretty much nothing. and everyday i eat a lot. im getting fat :| and i dont wanna be fat. i did 2 surveys. some say that surveys are bored , but what else can i do rite ? aaha and uhm my life is getting better .. ? i guess hhahaa and oh arshad call aku lagi! haih sorry sayang i know you are very bored alone. ahhaa i wish i can be there with you. uhm i cant :( too bad. heheh dont worry you will be okay. and you are going back to singapore rite? byebye wuaaaa nak jumpa. uhm aku boring! ahhhhh bye :)

2009-05-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

ESCAPE ME

heyyyaa guys. im back to listen to mj's songs. hahah im addicted la! sorry hihi schooool holidays guys! HURIN BUAT APA CUTI? pfftt uhm duduk rumah ! debate latihan! fuck -.-" well any good news? let me check...*selongkar kepala otak.. okayyy i guess no good news. ahhaha i will be dead in silent pain. hahaha yelah boring la cuti nanti. and i've been missing someone lately :| ARSHAD HAKIM! urhhhh bila ntah nak jumpa dia lagi. saya rindu awak. *my ayat jiwang for u! HAHAH oh yeah my status for now is SINGLE ! well i've been single for a long time da. so guys work hard if u want to win my heart * wink wink. HAHAH perasan lebey jeh, haha i bought a few shirts. uhm and and i miss my rakan ronggeng ! MIMI FA SAIFUL CIMOI. arhhhh miss you guys. uhm nak keluar lagi. hehe oh yeah aku pegi sekolah macam orang gila. haah its a waste. membuang masa di sekolah adalah sia sia. i repeat SIA SIA ! hahah and i need money and more money and more food and more food. haahah aum. and im bored and im soo outta here! bye guys :)

2009-05-28T01:11:00.000-07:00

A big 'F' for you Hurin.

i have failed. sorry. haha i got 16% for addmaths. hahahahaha wtf ? i have to admit that im a bit sad but there's nothing i can do about it. so i just accepted it with an open heart :) LOL so cyeahhh i talk to you later ;)

2009-05-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

RINDU KAU BODOH :)

hehehehe because he is my bestfriend. shad kau pergi mana? kenapa tinggal aku hah ? uhm i know u have to go and everything. hahaha kau lelaki yang aku sayang. sebab kau tak pernah lupa aku walaupun we used to have something. hhahaha he called me tadi! awww i miss his handsome voice. haha. he back in kl for a few days ! too bad aku tak ke kl so tak dapat jumpa si shad gila ! hhaah i miss u la bodoh. uhm wish we had that something again. *wink wink. ahahahha wekk i know we wont. LOL the conversation goes well. i guess. hahaha

aku : hello ?

arshad : HURINN I MISS YOU !

aku : uhm siapa kau ?

arshad : uhm tak kenal da ?

aku : tak

arshad : BABI

aku : arshad? hahahahahahahaha

arshad : tau pun. nak tunggu orang sebut ke?

aku : hahaha itu yang awak suka sebot. memang la.

arshad : saya kat kl! jom jom awak cuti kan?

aku : ayah kerja ... awww nak jumpa !

arshad : ceh buang masa je saya datang kl?

aku : hahahaha padan muka. habis tu datang dungun la , teman saya.

arshad : haha taknak laa. malu. ahhahahaha

aku : eleh. banyak ah awak punya malu.

hahaha sampai situ dalah aku cerita. sikit jeh. sebenarnya banyak. malasnak cerita hahaha byebye :)

2009-05-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

HOW TO WIN YOUR GIRLFRIEND BACK ?

So you have broken up with your girlfriend. But you still love her. And you miss her badly. You really want to win your girlfriend back.But here is the problem. You do not know what you need to do. And you do not know who to approach for help. Well, winning your girlfriend back is not something that is entirely impossible.A lot of guys who have lost their girlfriend have eventually managed to win their girlfriends back. Here are some points you may want to consider when trying to win your girlfriend back.
1) Give her space
When girls break up, some of them may just want to spend time alone, to think things through. Perhaps you girlfriend is of this type. So, you should not give her too much pressure.Try to leave her alone for the time being. Don't disturb her by calling her over and over again. Respect her wishes. By doing so, you are also helping yourself in another way. This is because when you do not contact her, she may start missing you.How can you expect her to miss you when you keep on contacting her? So, remember to respect her and give her space.
2) What Happen?
By giving her space, you are also giving yourself this opportunity to think things through. Whether it is you who initiated the break up or it is her that dumped you, there must be reasons that lead to your break up. Think about it. What causes your break up? This is important for you to figure if you want to get back together with your girlfriend

2009-05-26T01:32:00.000-07:00

CROCODILE ROCK

haha aku lapaaaar :) yum. i want lamb grill crocodile rock. perhhh memang best siall. hehe jom jom. uhm exam midterm sudah berakhir. wuuu i love it. JOM RONGGENG. hahaha aku tiada apa apa mahu diceritakan. nanti aku update lagi yeah :)

2009-05-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

BOREDOM STRIKES AGAIN

kemalasan melanda. semua selamatkan diri. uhm aku bosan gila. gila tak bosan macam aku. i have nothing interesting again. blahhhh what a boring life am i living in? eessshhh nyampah sial. and now im home alone memandangkan parents aku ke kuantan, tak bagitahu okay. haih. and im in a silent pain. aku lapaaar ! and there's nothing in the kitchen. i know i can cook. cehh. ahhaah and i cant wait for tomorrow? WHY? because last day of fucking midterm. gahhh cant wait! lepas ini aku ronggeng. ohhh yeah bad news. aku tak ke KL cuti ini! wtf. ayah aku kene kerja. tak dapat balik. kalau boleh aku nak ikut fa. heeee :P hope my mom dont mind. aku dah tanya ayah, he said ask mama. uhm aku macam okay. i know that if my dad said ask mama, then mama will say ask dad. and i will say ayah suruh tanya mama, and then mama will say uhm okay. suka hati. ahhaahha get it? yeah yeah wtv. so yeah. thats it :)

2009-05-24T23:13:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU,BIOLOGY :|

aku pulang awal harini. sebab examhabis jam 11. waahhh best. haha tadi aku exam bio paper 3. uhm aku tak tahu macam mana nak bagitahu. senang kot ? susah kot? tapi ini kali pertama aku jawab penuh! haha bodoh kan? aku makan burger. yum lama aku tak makan. aku edit blog skin aku. cantik tak? aku suka. haih. heheh dan aku takde cerita la wei. uhm malam nanti aku update lagi la okay? have a nice death ! :P

2009-05-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

SELL ME CANDY :)

take a look the picture above, and you know what ? not all love stories have a happy ending.. hehe im just saying okay?today was okay. i went to school almost 11 laaa ! ahhaha sebab apa? sebabbb exam pukul 1 okay. and why do i have to come early in the morning and tunggu sampai pukul 1 kn? so i decided to pergi sekolah pkl 11. lmao. i know i know, macam sekolah bapak aku plak. hahah like i care? aku pergi sekolah untuk ambil exam, so at least i showed up. kaan? ahaha uhm tadi chemistry paper 3. LAME ! nasib baik ada miss mimi yang sudi mengajar aku. hehe because i didnt study. hahah aku semakin hari semakin malas okay?and the test was okay. atleast i can answered some of them. uhm and im studying biology paper 3. well baca experiment jeh. its paper 3 people! relax. haha and i went out sekejap makan makan. hahaha its funny how this blog thingy dah jadi macam diary aku. isnt a blog suppose to be tempat untuk article yg best or pelik or wtv. hahah but who cares kan? macam ade orang baca aku punye. aku jeh yang baca. best woo ada blog. ahhahaha and and mama dah habis kan semua wangnya tanpa membeli kan aku nikon d60! awww man. eeesshh. gile sedih. and i saw a polaroid camera dekat kedai. people still jual eh menda tu ? so if murah im thinking about buying it. hahah saja buat koleksi kan? its a polaroid man ! siapa taknak. aku nak. ahahha so itu sajalah kot hari ini. byebye :D

2009-05-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

okayy first of all i want to say is i know that my blog is boring and i updated it every second eventhough i have nothing to write about. but.. LIKE I GIVE A FUCK. this is my fucking blog and i will write what ever i want. so if you are annoyed, then FUCK OFF. i want to eat marshmellow right now. i've been looking for that marshmellow for a long time but i cant find it. ohmannn.. marshmellow is the best damn thing. LOL not. im just saying that because i love em. okay? so yeah. and i just found out that boys are annoying. no seriously they are annoying. thats why i dont have any boyfriend at the moment. i just realized that i dont need one because its not the time yet? LOL im talking like im little miss goodie. HAHA i dont know if i should continue writing or just stop here. because im pretty blank right now.. :| what do you think? uhm i think i will keep on writing whatever pop out in my head. so,, there is this girl in my school and i always call her a bitch, i dont know why i called her a bitch.. oh yeah maybe because she thinks she is the hottest the prettiest and the ... WTV. she is actually the lamest girl i ever met. i dont think she can even speak the right languange. she talks like she owns this world. like whatever. BORING. talk to me?

2009-05-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

ONE DAY :)

aku amat boring. sialan nyaaaa. haih kau kau apehal?hahaah aku nak carik gaduh nie. huh :D aku mengantuk yang amat sebab aku bangun awal sangat tadi. tak tahu kenapa aku bangun awal sangat. biarkanla. so i have no new story. my blog is getting boring. harini aku makan macam banyak gila ! sebab laparla bodoh. tanye lagi. haih cant wait nak habis exam da ! fuhhh mesti gempak like hell. lepas tu cuti. hhaha lagi la boleh ronggeng. harini hari paling boring. hari boring sedunia :) kesian semua orang. haha entah bila aku tak boring entah. hari hari aku boring. boring je membebel dalam blog. uhm nasib baik tak ramai membacanya. wakaaka

2009-05-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

I NEED MORE TIME

HELLO BOOBS AND ASSES. ceh macamla ada orang baca blog aku. hahahah bodoh sial. uhm okay. im feeling okay kot ? and im craving for nikon. mama macam nak bagi but i have to try harder. sies sies. my parents are not into those kind of stuff you know? so yeah thats why i have to try harder. HURIN EXAM MACAM MANA? rotfl. memang tak okay. hahahahah i dont know why susah sngt exam, aku study kot. eessshh kejam dunia. ada spm. T_T.. im craving for alot of stuffs you know? eee hahah nak ini nak itu. i need new clothes new skinny new phone new reebok freestyle and a nikon d60.nak nak nak ! :|

2009-05-21T04:01:00.000-07:00

DIAMOND KEY

hello. uhm not feeling so good. not in the good mood. aku boringlah bai. eessshhh menyampah oh. sies sies. nyampah like shit. uhm nak d60. mama tengah banyak duit. so yeah nak mintak satu. bhahahahah. errrrr fuck. bye

2009-05-19T09:16:00.000-07:00

YOU ROCK MY WORLD

okaaay. haahaa i had a blassst today ! first cimoi picked me up dekat rumah and then we hang out watching BAD BIOLOGY. lmao. that movie was uhm urrhh idk how to explain it. go watch it if u want to know ! then we all got bored we went kareoke! yeahyeah! and i screamed like woah. hahah i can be a good screamer. fa cimoi and mimi also screaameeeedd! yeah. and we all went home and studied addmath for tomorrow test. but it didnt last long. hahaha adib came. lepak lepak tgk tv and then got hungry keluar makan. and then mama called like a thousand time asking bila nak balik? haih -.-" mom relaxs, its not like im going out doing bad things. im just having a good time with a few friends. and i got home at 12 pm. okayy. patutla mama marah kan? and she said this is the last time aku boleh keluar malam... 0.o hahaaa but who cares? janji aku sudah pulang dengan selamat. and still aku akan cari alasan untuk keluar malam^^ so yeah. awww i should put some pictures aite? but tak snap pun tadi. i guess thats it! wish me luck for esok okay? niteynite everybody :)

2009-05-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

MIXTAPE

hello. omg fizik tadi macam fuck. gahhh i hate physics. hahah but yeah im chilling now because i dont give a shit. uhm esok addmath. yum. another mission. haih nasib baik aku suka je addmath. haha :) so uhm nak pegi kareoke ah dgn fa n mimi n cimoi. urhh release tension? hahah nope. saje suka suka then malam kami study ok? dont worry , ada cikgu mau ajar. haha urhh i cant stop listening to MJ. haih whats going on with me. haha so i guess thats it? yeah. ill update later if im feeling like it ok? toodless

2009-05-18T02:44:00.000-07:00

I SEE..

okay time is passing so fast ! i mean like i was just sitting around in my room and when i took a look at my watch its already 6 pm ! wtf. i just got home from school. and its already 6? it freaks me out. seriously man. boring itu sentiasa kan? i am listening to MJ. LOL i know, you dont have to tell me. MJ is a freak, is a weirdo and why did he changed his skin colour? hahah how am i suppose to know! IDC. all i care about is his songs man. you rock my world. HEY HURIN, HOW'S EXAMS? pfffttt. i didnt study. and exam macam bangang okay. haha yeah yeah wtv. tadi MATH MOD. :| aku tak reti math mod. uhm so ENCIK YUSNIZAM ! MAAF IF I FAILED YOU. haha tomorrow PHYSICS! can it be more worse? *sigh. i HAVE to study and i hope i will.haha i have been pretty hard on some people lately. uhmm guys, if i have done you wrong sorry okay? aku macam tak berapa nak okay la kebelakangan nie. banyak sangat aku fikir. uhm so yeah.

mimi and aku plan nak pegi makan this thursday kot. uhm so harap ayah bagi. hahah he said i cant be trusted anymore. yelah. cakap nak pegi makan,bukan pegi makan pon sebenarnya. HUSH HUSH. i guess thats it for now toodless :)

2009-05-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

wont you drop dead ?

gahhhh why are parents such control freaks im fucking 16 and i dont have a life? what kind of sad pathetic life am i living in? so pathetic i hate my fucking life :@ i feel like crying and just doing something so retarded and wish i werent even born!!
and then they stop me from going out, wtf is that all about? i cant do anything in my house, even when i stare out the window or just pop my head out the window to get a bit of fresh air they ask me wtf am i doing! close the window im like so in prison and im pissed of!!!! i cant do anything for fuck sake!!!!!!!!! i cant even go out now tell me what to do.. they dont let me have fun..is life worth living?They make me want to kill myself. The only reason why I don't is because if I do, they win. I can't let them drive me to ending my own life. I can't let them kill me. So I'm just gonna raise my grades, get a job and fucking never turn back.I just want them to leave me alone.

2009-05-13T00:15:00.000-07:00

cheating ! midterm madness !

Cheating does have its advantages but there are three important rules to cheating:

1. Find a GOOD excuse for your act. None of that "I was just stretchin'" crap.
(Ex. A homicidal gerbil bit my brain and made me paraplegic!)
Notice: The excuse does NOT have anything to do with the test, or the reason that you are cheating. The teacher will think about this, and there, is your chance to suckerpunch the teacher right in the gut.

2. If you think you are caught, scream out a diversion phrase!
(Ex. This proctor just told me he eats shoes!)
Notice: A bit more orientated than the first excuse line, but just as effective. This preposterous insult will hopefully make the proctor give a nice long lecture... and right when he/she goes to the point where he/she bends over to your desk and asks "Did you get that?!" you have another nice chance to swing at his/her mug.

3. Most important. MAKE SURE YOU CHEAT OFF A PERSON WHO ACTUALLY STUDIED.
Notice: Don't be fooled! Some people may look like they studied, but most are just fellow cheaters, just like you! It is best to pencil in an appointment with a person that studies frequently (the guy who secludes himself/herself in the corner reading a calculus book) at an easy rate of 10$ a test. DO NOT BE FOOLED BY SCAM ARTISTS! Some people will do anything for a buck to spend on soda. The lowest even a friend will go is about 7$. DO NOT TAKE ANYTHING LOWER.

Follow these key steps and you will be on your way to the Principal's office, where you will be expelled! Happy Cheating!

2009-05-11T00:52:00.000-07:00

exams are evil -_-"

ahhhh exams are fucking lame. i hate exams. kill me. hahahah cehh bajet je kan ? uhm well actually exam harini takde la teruk sangat. BM jeh.. uhm hahha and i have to work for myyy history yawwfuck. tak reti aku sejarahh grrr
i'll write more laterrr :)

2009-05-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

happy mothers day :)

to all mothers in the world and my lovely mother , HAPPY MOTHERS DAY :) i love you mom. without you i wont be here. i couldnt give you anything but all i can give is me doing good in school. haha i know. and im growing up mom ! im 16 :) thank you so so much for taking care of me. forgive me for i have done wrong. sorry i didnt give you anything. maybe i'll find you something:)

bored ?

2009-05-08T08:57:00.000-07:00

uhm hey ? hahahah im fucking bored. and i didnt blog agak lama. well takde la lama mana kn. and uhm oh yeah im in a debate team! -_-" i dont like being on stage eventhough im used to it, but still ! takut kottttt. haih and exams this monday 0.o hahaha tak study ok ? tak study ... uhm i know i have to study blablabla butttt.... mls la sayang. hahaha oh yeah hujan guruh guruh thoo sekarang. hahah today nothing happened. life is like a uhmm.. im not good in writing. haahha so yeah. B to the O to the R to the I to the N to the G !!!! byebye

2009-05-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

lick my lollipop :P
hey hey hey :D so uhmm i have nothing. hahaha today is boring , oh yeah mid term is like next week ? haha and i have a lot to cover ! omaagaad. haha cant believe its mid term. haih. kejam sungguh dunia. hahaha i have to study from the first chapter for every single subejct. hahah im dead so dead. im am sooo stressssss :|

burger king & big apple

wuuuu haha i went to burger king yesterday. nyum nyum. and big apple for dessert/ hahahaha i did nothing la yesterday boring kot. haih. and beli baju sikit. so thats ittt !

muah muah

2009-05-03T03:49:00.000-07:00

BORING DAY AS USUAL :D

okayyy, uhm so , i didnt blog yesterday because i have nothing to say about, hahah and yess my day was boring as usual yesterday :| haha i did nothing much yesterday, i woke up at 1:30 pm kott. hahaha gile lewat kan. haih i know im not suppose to wake up so late blablabla. haha who cares , i know i dont. haha andd uhmm i went online till 1:30 am. ahahahah
AND TODAY i did nothing too ! omaagaad life is boring. haih haha aku pegi sekolah dengan penuh kemalasan.sekolah ok je kot. haha because the subjects im having today were not that boring so yeahh, and on my way to chem lab ,i met liana. haha she was visiting her "old school" hahaha. i went to the chem lab a bit lab , luckily my teacher didnt say anything hahah so yeah thats it i guess :DD

OHH YEAH HERE ARE SOME PICTURES FOR TWO DAYS WITH LIANA <3>

P/S: sebenarnya banyak lagi ! but im to lazy to put it here , if you want more add ohmygosh :)

here here click under here ! :D

http://www.myspace.com/ohmygoshitsus

2009-05-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

two days with liana and friends<3

First day :D
okayy, uhm aku dah malas nak bercerita sebenarnya. haha so here we go , liana visits dungun for a few days, and i got to see her haha sebab aku rindu dia ! she asked me to go to her resort like before 12 am. and i woke up at 11:55 am. haha! so i guess i just need to be there like around 2 or 3? haha and actually aku tak tanya pon lagi pasal nak sleepover at her resort dekat ayah aku. so i went out from my room and i saw my dad drawn some house plan kot. and i sat beside him .. *muka tak mandi nieh* haha and i just simply said " ayah , nak tidur resort liana ?" and guess what ? he said " pergilah" and i was like omaaagaad. is that my dad? hahaha sebab dia tak bagi biasanya. haha so im like "ok cool". i went back to my room and sat on the bed online. masih belom mandi. ahaha and suddenly my dad ajak pergi mesra mall. ok. so aku cam ikut je, then i arrived ar liana's resort around 5:30 pm kot. haha fa was there. and they did some video. and i joined them half way jela. haha then kami lepak lepak. and chips adib and shariman datang, kami agak blur. because we didnt really know why they were here. haha soo then diorang pulang, tika and mira datang. we went for a dinner after that , pool party. ahah sampai pagi kot. haih then 3 am sleep :D

second day :D
Okayy , the next day kami bangun like 9 am. sebab ada orang call our room. haih kacau jeh. i got cold i went out sekejap sebab luar macam ada matahari and very very warm :) and i talk a walk dengan tika while yang lain masih di atas katil looking sangat mengantuk. haha then mama liana called us for breakfast :D and kami basuh basuh muka and pegi makan :) ok aku makan mcm banyak hahaha. lapar kott ! haih. and then we went back to our room , duduk tengok tv. and i took a bath. and diorang sume took a bath after me. so yeah. and we got boredd , so kami buat another video. SHAKE IT BAYBEH ! haha it was fun. then lps tu kami lapar , kami lepak lagi , fa balik , tika n mira balik and aku balik. and thats it ! ahhhh hahaha
oh yeah pictures? akan diupload baybeh :) muah muah

deeper conversation :)

2009-04-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

i had a very fun day yesterday. guess what ? i met yuna ! for real. haha. aku jumpa die dekat crocodile rock . its a western restaurant. yuna tengah makan. aku lepak dgn die. aku jumpa die personal sebab pemilik restoran tu kawan ayah aku dan dia bersahabat baik dengan ayah yuna. kebetulan yuna ada disitu. aku excited ! die jual EP die dekat sana, tapi aku dapat free jeh, best kan ? ahahaha i love you yuna. i had a very good time. aku malu tanya die , dia tanya aku banyak.

having fun at fa's house :D
ohhhkaayy. so aku pegi ke rumah fa selepas 4 jam tidur.aku tidur 4 pagi dan bangun pada jam 8. haih hebat kn ? haha ok. i went to fa's house because i had this extra class thingy. ahahah after that extra class we did some photoshoot. ahahahah yeah rite wtv
here are some of the pictures :)

feeling miserable

2009-04-14T09:59:00.001-07:00

i hated when i have to feel this kind of feeling. u know , like u rather die at this very moment. i dont know why. i have the feeling that i might leave this world very soon. i think a lot these days. about almost everything and i just dont understand what i have to do in life. today was suppose to be a very nice day. but it ended up like not so good. so i guess thats why im feeling kinda of miserable. why do i ever existed ? i have no good. why should i live? i rather die than living this world. i just not feeling like going through anotther day. i just cant. nobody ever understand me. and besides nobody need me. if im gone , they wont ever notice. i have lost something that is very very important. its make me sick thinking about me. i dont know if i really want to live anymore. you read this you might think that im just another teenager who think that their lives are not perfect enough. wtf. i didnt ask you to read this. so just fuck off !

god , please take me. this is not i wanted in life. aku hidup macam tiada apa apa. bukan orang kisah pun kan? aku tak mahu orang tengok aku macam tu. tapi apa boleh bikin kan? aku tak sama macam kau. kau hebat, orang suka. aku tak. aku lain , sangat lain. orang tak kenal pun aku.
mungkin satu hari aku pergi tiada siapa yang akan menangis. aku tak kisah apa orang fikir pasal ini. aku cuma mahu aku pergi. dan tak perlu lalui semua ini. aku tak pernah minta apa apa.

aku minta maaf , kepada semua. semua . yang aku kenal. yang aku ada buat salah. mungkin kau tak hairan pasal aku , tapi aku rasa aku patut minta maaf. mungkin esok lusa siapa tahu aku sudah tiada. aku takut tak sempat. i guess life doesnt like me. i failed in living this life. im sorry.
kau tak pernah fikir pon pasal aku kan?
aku tak suka bila ada orang bandingkan aku. dia bagus , biarkan la dia. aku bodoh itu lumrah. bukan aku tak mahu menjadi bijak macam orang lain. aku mungkin tak mampu. jangan la bandingkan aku lagi. aku tak suka la. dia bersih , biarla. aku ni messy , tak reti jaga diri. itu aku. aku suka aku macam tu. kalau aku nak berubah kau gelak. kau kata orang pandang kita tak elok. orang pandang aku bodoh , biarkanla. kau nak cerdik kau cerdik sorang sorang la. aku tak suruh kau fikir pasal aku. aku tau la aku siapa. kenapa tak boleh biarkan aku macam ni. teruk sangat kah aku? mungkin teruk. tapi kau tak pernah nak buat apa yang aku harapkan kau untuk buat. kenapa selama ni aku tak pernah rasa yang kau ambil berat pasal aku? kau bandingkan aku dengan dia , sebab dia cerdik. aku bodoh, kau cakap tengok dia , orang cerdik . dapat banyak A. kau apa ada? kau tak pernah nak gembira dengan apa yang aku buat. kau cakap tengok dia bilik lawa , bersih tersusun , kau bilik macam apa ntah? kau cakap lagi , tengok dia rajin tolong orang.

maaf aku malas nak tulis lagi. benda ni kalau aku tulis makin banyak , mungkin bosan. aku benci aku. maaf.

life is getting better :)

2009-04-13T05:17:00.000-07:00

heyyy ! today is 13 april yaww:) got any news? uhmm let me check , i dont really think i got big news , but yeah what ever. uhm there is this guy in my class who acted really weird. he said he doesnt really care about girls. 'alim' la konon. haha but he has this huge crush on my old friend who just got here like a month ago. he talked to my friend like he was dating her. i asked my friend do you actually like him? she said no, i dont. soo yeahh, i dont know what the truth is. then i was alone today at school, well not actually alone. my two besties were not at school today. soo i had to join some other girls just to keep up. i had a fun day though, people are actually taking me serious. ahha well , people in my class dont really care what i have to say. and i had fun with my classmates :) hahah.

school work are killing me ! ouhh god. teachers have no mercy for us. im enjoying my biology class. haha oh yeah speaking of witch , my biology teacher is kinda like stalking her students, hahaha i am not just saying this okk. its true ! this thing happened like last week , well me and a few friends went out at night ,then while we all were laughing , fa suddenly said ohmygod i think i saw tcher nani ! then we all like hah? where where? , theerreee! hahah then tcher nani was just like looking at us with a weird look on her face. hahah then we all like , uhhhkayyy what are we gonna do? haha then we all just like let herr bee. saiful and i went home early that night , so i dont really know what happened after i went home. and then the next two days , tcher nani went to the class , talking about class crap, then she wanted to see me. ahhaahha and i was like wtf? she asked me why does fa is not in school? and i said , uhmm i dont know, she said last night she doesnt want to go to school today. tcher nani was like saying ohkayy, what were you guys doing at that bistro? and i was like huh? uhm nothing, we just lepaking, ahah
oh yeah. im tiredd ! lets continue this story some other time ok?
tooodless !
:DD

xoxo rawwr